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hey. has anyone ever seen a hollister store? i don't know if its a store or if they sell shirts elsewhere, but i need to know. if someone knows of a place where i can get one, please let me know asap. i need to go in and see if the biggest shirt they sell is medium. i am seriously about to give one of these guys a beating. really man, if you wanna look like you have big arms grow some, dont shop in the childrens department. jeez, i feel like i am the only one who is aggravated by this foolishness. i always see this one guy jonathan and it never fails, hes in one of these ridiculous 'fabulous' hats and an extra medium hollister shirt, wtf? dude has to weigh the same as me if not more. of course, he's not quite the specimen i am at my new lowered weight of 185 post-op. his 185 comes with probably 17-23 percent jiggle, he's not fat, but hes not fit. so, the sleeve stitch runs like right over where the trap meets the collar bone, not cool. i dont think it is, but i'm also 28 years old next month, maybe this is one of those things where i am clinging to 1995 and want eddie vedder to still rock the long hair and not be selling guitars at some music shop, writing weak hits for reign over me. maybe i still live in a world where rage against the machine hasnt put out that battle of los angeles cd and the stone temple pilots are debating what to do after the purple cd, well there were some good tunes after that but nothing to write home about. maybe i am so nastalgic, that lane staley still seems alive to me and michael jordan is still the best player in the nba, vinny testeverde is.....nevermind. i do still want to see my 90's people do the things i saw them do 10 years ago with the same bliss and perfection that they did it in back then. maybe its not so much their execution as it is my perception. i am getting to that stage in my life where rap music is ridiculous, church is awesome, and my idea of fun on a saturday night is renting a movie and sitting with my wife on the couch, talking about whatever. the thing about that is, she's not around yet for that. all that stuff about dont know what you got til its gone is true, so true. i guess so is that business about what goes around comes around, two wrongs dont make a right and all that. but that beyonce garbage about,"i can have another you in a minute, and in fact he'll be here in a minute", horsecrap! there is absolutely no replacing the love of your life, oh i'm quite sure i can have someone here in a minute, but it would only be a minute before i'd want the idiot out of my sight. God has done that for me for whatever reason, he has made it clear to me, or i have made it clear to myself that true love is forever and i had it, therefore i still have it. someone saw my wedding band on yesterday and asked me,"what are you still married to?" i said to my wife. he said where is she? are you sure you're not married to the idea of having a wife? whatever. the word of God says that if i ask for anything in prayer and believe it to be done, it already is. its just that sometimes God has such a mess to clean up on account of our sin and wrecklessness that it takes a long time for him to complete a work in someone. i dont know where this is going, nowhere good.......hope everyone had a happy thanksgiving, mine was good, but i miss my wife. much love to my peeps, later.....oh yeah, check the stitch at the top of your sleeve, where is it? is it up on your shoulder? you may be one of these a-holes i was talking about. is your shirt a hollister? ouch, if you are man, take it off. just go shirtless. heres a free pointer, if your ashamed to show off your upper body, then you probably dont have arms worth showing off either. ps when you tell people what size you wear, for christmas presents and stuff, go with at least a large, alright? later