i'll take advantage while, you hang me out to dry

but i cant see you every night....free, i do. this is nirvana's about a girl. i finally got some more time to write again. it's kinda nice, but i got no topic or direction to go with it. this is just a therapeutic release i guess and fun for me to do. so, here we go. i have been working so much this past week. my job isn't physically demanding or anything, but i do have a ton of responsibility, that is lots of guys lives are in my hands. the clients are all pretty cool, but allot of times its like baby sitting, only these guys are smart. take for example the ymca trips. they aren't allowed to use the phone there or to smoke cigarettes. so, they will run a couple of guys to the locker room, near the phone, while two others head outside to the port-o-poddy to smoke cigarettes. they know i can't be in two places at once and they always have numbers. its usually nine of them and me to watch them. anyways, it gets pretty frustrating. on top of that, half of them don't really want to be there, so they will do stuff to piss me off or to make me look a certain way to the rest of the clients. it gets to be pretty taxing, mentally. see, every night the clients have a chore to do. you know, sweep and mop an area, clean a bathroom, whatever, then i go and check the job and make sure its up to par. the other night one guy didnt do anything in his station and when i asked him if he was gonna do it, he said it was done. dude didn't even go in there. he was supposed to mop, take out the trash, wipe off the washers and dryers, and clean the lint traps. none of this was done. so, the guy calls me a f'n prick and makes a big deal out of it. i don't really care, but 4 13 hour days later its pretty exhausting. i don't know, but i really love the job. i have never had so much fun at work consistantly. whatever, i hope that all is well in the lives of you the reader. it's all good on this end. keep the horzelski family in your prayers, mr. jack passed away last week. love you people. keep your feet on the ground and keep reaching for the stars, y'erdme